Promises

I can’t promise to stay, but I can promise to tell you when I want to leave

I can’t promise forever,

but I can tell you I’ve compromised forever with others for you

I can’t promise I won’t be crazy, 

because I like the fact that you bring out the real me

I can only make one promise, 

I promise to give you everything I have and it will be more than you will ever need,

 I promise 

7 Day Rehab 

Sunday, I fell apartMonday, I tried to press restart  

Tuesday, sank in my blues

Wednesday, it became old news 

Thursday, I faced my fears 

Friday, I am set free

Saturday, I’m back to me

Told myself, 

It’s a bad day, 

possibly a bad week, 

even a wicked month 

but remember it’s not a bad life 

Letter’s from a ride or die bitch

Dear Clyde, 

I don’t care about fighting and arguing, 
I’ll still be here tomorrow

You know how to keep me,

Be true to this

You ain’t new to this

We both been through some shit 

Let me clarify, 
I’m a ride or die

Get with this shit

I’ll be here 

When shit hits the fan

I still be Holding you down 

Even after it ends 

I can promise you forever and always 

And surely mean it 

Sincerely, your Bonnie 

Tales of a love addict

Be my sweet vice babyI’m just asking you to always give me that little rush 

Or is this just a little crush? 

But here I am 

So high 

I’m floating 

and I don’t plan on coming down

Purgatory. 

Stuck in this purgatory, waiting to move on with my life. My essence is tangled in this limbo. It’s so hard to stand and hold on, as everything shifts, moves and tumbles to distort my balance.

I am still standing though.

My heart screams, fighting every urge to fall and sudue this agonizing feeling. 

I won’t give in. 

I’ve gotten too far for that bullshit

Try me. 

I can’t be dealt with or handled. I am a woman; a force of nature to be reckoned with. 

Proceed with caution, there is no warning label. 

Smile

Let your smile light the fires in this dim world. Let positive energy consume you. 

Set yourself free, you weren’t meant to be caged. 

Forgive yourself and others because today is a new day.

Start today, there is no day but today;

tomorrow is never guaranteed and yesterday has passed. 

Reason.  

Give me a reason to stay, To feel

To want 

To excite and be excited

Give me a reason, 

Because there’s a millions of reasons why it’s worth it, I know nothing is perfect but i’ll make it perfect for you.